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Do people try to understand me or is my life just fucked up? Its just that I .ad commitments to fulfill and not that I didnt bother. You make it sound as if I never cared at all and it really makes me feel like shit. So thank you very much.
do people try to understand me or is my life just fucked up?
Life's unfair. Live with it. You screw up, you find your own bloody way out of it.
Almost a month since I last blogged. And still I feel like I don't have much to say. I'm going away til the 24th and I'll be back just in time for christmas. I NEED to visit Harbourtown again. Even if my parents dont feel like it, I'm gonna go on my own. Hah. Anyway, things have been going pretty smoothly in school and stuff. Its like everythings just falling into plce somehow and I'm thankful for it. Oh yes, guitars. Yeah, I figured I actually wanna custom make a Strat for myself. Maybe relic it a bit and make it look distry and grungy and stuff. I don't have enough money to get myself a vintage 60s strat so I guess I'll see if I can make a relic on my own. Haha.
Croc farm today for Advanced TV shoot. Hah. The bunch of crocs are seriously FAT. I really hope we can pull off the croc job. Anyways, besides that AIA qualifiers pretty much sucked, but given that I havent had any training before yesterday, I think I did pretty ok. 186 ave but its still bullshit. All I need is 2 more spares per game. Thats all. Cant be too difficult I hope. Tomorrow gonna bowl the 2pm and 3 pm squads. Hope they come good. HAHA. ok I got lazy. BYE.
My dad comes into my room to get some stuff and I'm sitting on my bed, surfing soccernet.com while listening to an acoustic version of Dolphin's Cry by Magni. Then he asks, "Is that christian music?" I say no. "Its not Third Day?" No, I say. He walks out seemingly disturbed. What is the damn matter with listening to secular music? Come on, even Tai Anderson from Third Day tunes in to some Metallica. It really really really annoys the shit outta me whenever this happens. Its not like I'm listening to screaming death satanic metal and shit. Its just rock for god's sake. Alterbridge becomes bad music just cos its noisy in his opinion. I appreciate and I like to listen to christian music more often than not. If music is going according to my dad's way, its just christian music and nothing else. Thats one reason why I couldnt improve my guitar playing at all for quite some time - cos I've been listening to christian music so often that my playing
I'm starting to achieve a realisation of things, what I want, how I see things, standing up for what I believe. Sometimes I think I'm practical, sometimes I think I could do more. Other times I may be just plain annoyed and at times cynical - which I find pretty amusing. And...I lost my way. Hah. Talk about knowing what I want. Hell yeah. I wanted a midnight/pre-dawn rant after a sham of a second half by Man United. Seriously dudes, pick up your friggin game.
Ok a quick update. Mambo night was fun. Came in for class late the next day. More or less settled my project scope for Advanced TV. Had a pretty decent long weekend. I've been thinking about things lately, trying stuff and what not. Not that it interests you poor souls who are reading but yeah. Its and update for now till i muster enough energy to extend my typing spree. Later.
A wonderful 3 years. Failure makes you stronger.